It's the time when your hidden scars slowly showed itself and you can still feel the pain somehow. It's when you feel like nobody's going to care about whatever that you're going through in life. It's all the real thoughts that you keep all by yourself so that you won't make others feel guilty.
It's that night (or morning) when you realize that you have gone through loads of things that somehow makes you stronger, even though it's been hard to pass through it all. It's the night when you're having a self reflection on all of your actions including the stupidest actions that you've ever did.
3.37 a.m and I'm still awake, having this kind of thoughts maybe? :/
Lol. Noooo, I'm noootttt having those thoughts ... maybe? :/
Lol again.
I guess that's why all parents in the world taught their children to sleep early since they were small right? But nowadays who would sleep early when the internet gives them pleasure to stay awake rather than to sleep? And they'll wake up tomorrow morning, complaining. True story.
......
Girls overthink. That's all I can say. And overthinking kills so don't overthink. But, you'll definitely be like :
Do not overthink ...
Do not overthink ...
Do not overthink ...
Do not ... Shit
I am not overthinking though :p (a serious statement) It's just that everytime I'm about to sleep, I would think of everything that happened to me on that day. It's like a routine to reflect what I've done today and what makes me happy and sad and so on.
Some of the real simple sadness is when people don't reply your WhatsApp or your text, or they do reply but it was a cold reply. It's called sadness when you planned to hangout with some of your friends and you got real excited and those plans end up cancelled due to some reasonable excuses. It's sadness when you were about to eat something that you've been craving for months but you got no money to buy them or when you do, the stalls were closed.
Meanwhile, some real simple happiness is when someone compliments you, on what you wear or how do you look like in a day. It's happiness when you got time to relax after a long tiring day plus having sweet dreams. It's happiness when someone took your 2 seconds to read a real sweet text. It's happiness when you see your parents smile when you make jokes. It's happiness when you feed some of the random cats or even your own pet.
The examples are really small, simple, little things right but they do bring effects to your heart. :)
Everybody loves happiness and nobody loves sadness. So what we gotta do to get rid of those sadness ? It is ...
Some unnecessary feelings are meant to be deleted. Like what -- guilty when you don't please people because from the moment you are alive, you're not meant to please people with your actions. Just be the real you. If people like it then that's fine and even if people don't like you, then let them be.
"You end up real disappointed when you go through life thinking people have the same heart as you."
- Farah Shazleen
Something to ponder upon. :)
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